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homecoming is in 22 days. whoa...that's coming up fast! i want a date.  but oh well. i have yet to go to a dance without a date. well, i've only been to 2 so that's not saying much...but i think it'll be fun with just the girls this time.

i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people WiLL hurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive & forget is one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons. always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ?  learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong. no matter how many times you look back, never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist of fate to make a miracle. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. .sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. when you fall too fast you get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human and so are you . a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i love you, you change me. & suddenly nothing is the same.

---all that is so so true.

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three things that i'm scared of
1. small rooms
2. changing for the worse & not realizing it
3. dying

three people who make me laugh
1. all the kids at camp  
2. sarah    
3. cody  

three things i love
1. orange juice
2. working with special needs kids
3. giving/recieving hugs

three things on my desk
1. laptop
2. lamp
3. pens

three things i dislike
1. perfectionists
2. people who are way too organized and systematic
3. discrimination

three things i'm doing right now
1. listening to music
2. drinking orange juice
3. thinking

three things i want to do before i die
1. get married
2. make a difference  
3. i guess, just live life to the fullest

three things i can do
1. talk randomly a lot 
2. stay up all night
3. get along with my sister almost all the time

three words to describe my personality
1. friendly
2. optimistic
3. considerate

three bad habits
1. leaving the iron/hair straightener on   
2. procrastination, big time
3. not eating healthy & having fast food way too much than i should

three things i can't do
1. talk on the phone in front of people
2. go to bed early  
3. drive legally

three of my absolute favorite foods
1. all vegetables
2. veggie lasanga
3. artichokes

three beverages i drink regularly
1. orange juice
2. water
3. vanilla coke

three movies i watched as a kid
1. lady & the tramp 
2. the sound of music
3. cinderalla

three annonyances
1. when people put empty boxes of food in the cupboard
2. selfish and highly conceited ppl...
3. when people show a lack of respect toward anyone